Thursday, April 29, 2004
I DON'T LIVE HERE ANYMORE!!
I'VE MOVED!! IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE..GO TO
http://www.livejournal.com/~moviesaremylife
I'VE MOVED!! IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE..GO TO
http://www.livejournal.com/~moviesaremylife
Saturday, November 01, 2003
PUTANG INA!!
my phone got stolen in tianamen!!!!! fuck!! first expensive phone that i had and actually used my own money for...
i will always love and miss my baby.. this halloween was a complete disaster..dont want to talk about it.
my phone got stolen in tianamen!!!!! fuck!! first expensive phone that i had and actually used my own money for...
i will always love and miss my baby.. this halloween was a complete disaster..dont want to talk about it.
Sunday, October 26, 2003
ABRA CA DABRA
Talking on the phone i realize that things are not as over as i thought it would be. uncomfortable feeligs and pretentions are still lurking in my mind. i dont know what to do anymore. i know things are ok but there are still some things that i would like to get off on but can't.
after reading lulu's blog, i realize that i love to drink because that is the one time that i can be myself without caring if i hurt someone or had hurt myself in that matter. you just let out whatever the fucking crap you're thinking without thinking, if this will ruin me forever. that is the one thing that i regret not doing. not having a finalize conversation on what really happened. although please have it with drinks if there will come a time because i need to let everything out.
when you came into my room unexpectedly, everything that i wanted to say just completely vanished. it may be a good thing, but there is such a concept as collective unconcious as adler or whoever the fuck might say. i am not pinpointing you but it is just one of those situation. i can imagine that it will forever take time for me to be back to the old days, but hey. at least we got the present.
ABRA CA DABRA, you think its gone. but its still there.
DRINKING is like BLOGGING! you say whats on your mind, and will soon realize why the hell did i publish this for eveyrone to see?!
note to the COOLEST of COOL, lulu, you made me realize that blogging is not for pleasing everyone that i know will be reading but for myself and my own opinions. thanks!
Enough to the bitter ramblings and on to my weekend journal.
thank god for monday and thursday. finished the tests. although i'm not sure i passed the second one.
although it isn't good, it just feels great that you did good in a test that you know everyone took a beating on. makes you think that you are above someone, once in a while. i took this psychology test and it said that i really am in need of personal admiration. so people. feel free to compliment me anytime! hahahaha. im just kidding. its more on being proud of your accomplishments. i really think that i am one of the lowest of the low sometimes that i just dont know what to do anymore. i seem to not point out my negative feelings towards anything seeing that i am scared of being rejected or again looked down on. i let people think that i dont care what they say about me but it really does affect me. good or bad. damn! self concious fuck. hay...
oops. back to my ramblings. oh god. i guess i have too much angst. need i say dawson's creek?!
friday, watched kontrabanda which was great!! i didn't know that there were at least a few liberal minded people. and im not talking about sex you pervs! in la salle. it was a great to see a different crowd. people in the liberal arts try to think so high or should i say conyo of themselves. stick to one. when people were to cheer of what department they were in that place, i would say that there were none or at least few, includding us, in CLA or CBE. most came from COS or COE. i dont know if it sounds mean, but i am a part of the CLA crowd, so again bashing one's self. its just that it was nice to see a different side of la salle. more open to other things is the better phrase.
then went to grilla for some drinks, as read in loks i thought it was just me lok and chard. so bonding is in. just like last friday with chard. chard is like a girl because he talks too much! hahaha. but that's good because i like to talk. but still he is a guy with a lot of opinions, in which are too perverted but hella funny. lots of guys went, guys that i didn't know that didn't even bother to talk to me and lok even chard and marco! fucking a-holes! just came for the free beer and ciggies. fucking ass. if i didnt know any better, it'd be like they were lovers, on how they just kept talking and talking to themselves for 3 to 4 hours! i dont care if they didnt talk to us, but at least talk to the guys who invited you!
anyways had fun at grilla but hadn't drank that much as planned because these guys just kept on hogging all the beer! damn!! and i paid! fuck..hay...oh well but at least had fun thanks to marco and chino and chard and mito and his cuz.
saturday, lu woke me up! uso na ba ang going in the room with either nothing on or a duster!? hahaha. no worries. surfed a little, talked a little, then took a bath, went to qc hall, registered in less than a hour! woo hoo! i LOVE district 3. dont worry lok, my dad said that qc hall is one of the most organized compared to the others. kasi for the others everyone in all districts one by one in one room! imagine! went to BIG R in robinsons! and what a nice place! i really liked the supermarket! damn!! that was one hell of supermarket! it was like i was loose in a candy store, only it was all frozen food and chips! yummy! god..its like times 2 of uni mart! and uni mart is big! more like s n r but more complete!
cinema was great. loved the seats, better than rockwell, because i really dont like the seats there. too airplane like! :( i and i'm not talking about leg space ppl, granted it is shorter than in galleria, dont know why people insist on watching in some malls, where its more expensive and stiffer seats. hay...pa=conyo perhaps? i understand if its location wise. hell i'd go there. but to others..i dont know
then took lu home which was not as far as i thought. or probably far but i didnt get lost! so its now ok to drive you home. although not all the time! wag magabuso! hahahahaha
agreed to meet up with lance in tapika for some drinks. didnt go as planned although i was dressed and already went out of the house thinking that he was there. turns out he was calling because his car got stranded in the intersection of libis, santolan and katipunan. damn lance! dont worry its all for the better! first ride ako ok!? sa corolla of course!
that was about it, wes woke me up, whats up with that!? and played simpson's hit and run which i am now officialy addicted! inuunahan ko na nga sila pat and wes, and i'm a girl! ps2 has never been so much fun. oh and nba live 2004! damn! ganda! :) went to dad's for lunch in banawe, tiongkee duck house because i so wanted roasted duck. saw this doccumentary on how roast duck is made, didnt know it took to much time and skill to make one. and how it is such a grand cuisine that they start training gifted people from the age of 14 to make these special ducks. only 4 out of 66 are chosen.
duck yet superbly hearty meal! :)
Talking on the phone i realize that things are not as over as i thought it would be. uncomfortable feeligs and pretentions are still lurking in my mind. i dont know what to do anymore. i know things are ok but there are still some things that i would like to get off on but can't.
after reading lulu's blog, i realize that i love to drink because that is the one time that i can be myself without caring if i hurt someone or had hurt myself in that matter. you just let out whatever the fucking crap you're thinking without thinking, if this will ruin me forever. that is the one thing that i regret not doing. not having a finalize conversation on what really happened. although please have it with drinks if there will come a time because i need to let everything out.
when you came into my room unexpectedly, everything that i wanted to say just completely vanished. it may be a good thing, but there is such a concept as collective unconcious as adler or whoever the fuck might say. i am not pinpointing you but it is just one of those situation. i can imagine that it will forever take time for me to be back to the old days, but hey. at least we got the present.
ABRA CA DABRA, you think its gone. but its still there.
DRINKING is like BLOGGING! you say whats on your mind, and will soon realize why the hell did i publish this for eveyrone to see?!
note to the COOLEST of COOL, lulu, you made me realize that blogging is not for pleasing everyone that i know will be reading but for myself and my own opinions. thanks!
Enough to the bitter ramblings and on to my weekend journal.
thank god for monday and thursday. finished the tests. although i'm not sure i passed the second one.
although it isn't good, it just feels great that you did good in a test that you know everyone took a beating on. makes you think that you are above someone, once in a while. i took this psychology test and it said that i really am in need of personal admiration. so people. feel free to compliment me anytime! hahahaha. im just kidding. its more on being proud of your accomplishments. i really think that i am one of the lowest of the low sometimes that i just dont know what to do anymore. i seem to not point out my negative feelings towards anything seeing that i am scared of being rejected or again looked down on. i let people think that i dont care what they say about me but it really does affect me. good or bad. damn! self concious fuck. hay...
oops. back to my ramblings. oh god. i guess i have too much angst. need i say dawson's creek?!
friday, watched kontrabanda which was great!! i didn't know that there were at least a few liberal minded people. and im not talking about sex you pervs! in la salle. it was a great to see a different crowd. people in the liberal arts try to think so high or should i say conyo of themselves. stick to one. when people were to cheer of what department they were in that place, i would say that there were none or at least few, includding us, in CLA or CBE. most came from COS or COE. i dont know if it sounds mean, but i am a part of the CLA crowd, so again bashing one's self. its just that it was nice to see a different side of la salle. more open to other things is the better phrase.
then went to grilla for some drinks, as read in loks i thought it was just me lok and chard. so bonding is in. just like last friday with chard. chard is like a girl because he talks too much! hahaha. but that's good because i like to talk. but still he is a guy with a lot of opinions, in which are too perverted but hella funny. lots of guys went, guys that i didn't know that didn't even bother to talk to me and lok even chard and marco! fucking a-holes! just came for the free beer and ciggies. fucking ass. if i didnt know any better, it'd be like they were lovers, on how they just kept talking and talking to themselves for 3 to 4 hours! i dont care if they didnt talk to us, but at least talk to the guys who invited you!
anyways had fun at grilla but hadn't drank that much as planned because these guys just kept on hogging all the beer! damn!! and i paid! fuck..hay...oh well but at least had fun thanks to marco and chino and chard and mito and his cuz.
saturday, lu woke me up! uso na ba ang going in the room with either nothing on or a duster!? hahaha. no worries. surfed a little, talked a little, then took a bath, went to qc hall, registered in less than a hour! woo hoo! i LOVE district 3. dont worry lok, my dad said that qc hall is one of the most organized compared to the others. kasi for the others everyone in all districts one by one in one room! imagine! went to BIG R in robinsons! and what a nice place! i really liked the supermarket! damn!! that was one hell of supermarket! it was like i was loose in a candy store, only it was all frozen food and chips! yummy! god..its like times 2 of uni mart! and uni mart is big! more like s n r but more complete!
cinema was great. loved the seats, better than rockwell, because i really dont like the seats there. too airplane like! :( i and i'm not talking about leg space ppl, granted it is shorter than in galleria, dont know why people insist on watching in some malls, where its more expensive and stiffer seats. hay...pa=conyo perhaps? i understand if its location wise. hell i'd go there. but to others..i dont know
then took lu home which was not as far as i thought. or probably far but i didnt get lost! so its now ok to drive you home. although not all the time! wag magabuso! hahahahaha
agreed to meet up with lance in tapika for some drinks. didnt go as planned although i was dressed and already went out of the house thinking that he was there. turns out he was calling because his car got stranded in the intersection of libis, santolan and katipunan. damn lance! dont worry its all for the better! first ride ako ok!? sa corolla of course!
that was about it, wes woke me up, whats up with that!? and played simpson's hit and run which i am now officialy addicted! inuunahan ko na nga sila pat and wes, and i'm a girl! ps2 has never been so much fun. oh and nba live 2004! damn! ganda! :) went to dad's for lunch in banawe, tiongkee duck house because i so wanted roasted duck. saw this doccumentary on how roast duck is made, didnt know it took to much time and skill to make one. and how it is such a grand cuisine that they start training gifted people from the age of 14 to make these special ducks. only 4 out of 66 are chosen.
duck yet superbly hearty meal! :)
Sunday, October 12, 2003
Fantas-TIC
Friday saw american wedding, and let me tell you that i wasn't at all happy with the outcome. yes it did have its funny and grossed out moments, but while i was watching the film, which i was really excited for seeing that i love both prequels, i was finding myself becoming sleepy, and more of forcing myself to laugh out loud, siyempre we're in a movie house with actual people. the few perks that you get watching a movie in a cinema. was with kim and mia which was all good. and with wes, jolene and gil.
saturday morning, was just taking a bath before going to mamitz to have my girls day out with her, when fucking ass, i saw jeelai in my room! of course i was so shocked since we still weren't in terms with one another, but hey, i saw this coming. just not at that time, seeing that i wasn't dressed yet! yes! that biotch saw my undies! hay...needless to say i was speechless since i wans't expecting her, my speech of how our friendship blah blah just flew right away, and we became friends again. although i doubt it that it will ever return back to the way we were, ala barbara streissand, but hey. at least we're ok now. and i love ya chong so no worries. although there are still some things that i desperately wanted to say, the right words just couldn't come out. hay...life is so tragic yet flexible in more ways than one.
had my haircut, which needless to say only 2 people noticed that i had everything done. ganyan talaga pagmaganda! maganda ka na eh! di napapansin na may difference. hahahaha. oh well. i feel lighter so plus side for me. :) had spent 2 straight days with mamitz. surprised her with sharky which she really loves!!! and who i also love the most, as of now. hehehe. :)
saturday night. what else...picked up raine then went to house then to lance. uber funniest moment happened! when we were on our way to lance's but had to drop off jolene and pat to their destis, jolene was in the middle so raine had to step down, when she realized that she was still wearing my rubber house slippers!!! needless to say we were laughing the whole time we went home! BENTA! i witnessed your most embarrasing moment dude!! in less than 30 mins from xavierville to house to pearl drive. jhun, you're the best! saw anton there! yihee for carol!!! went to gb3, MAGIC WORDS!! OPEN BAR! my god had to straight 2 - 1/4's bottles of san mig strong ice! damn!! anyway made sulit the open bar thing although they were only serving beer! what the fuck! they should have just said free beers! hay..anyway had a fun night, table hopping to recto's table to our table. etc. had fun anyway.
THE BEST
the best conversations for me is when you're on your way home after spending time with your friends be it from drinking, coffee or simply hanging out. its the feeling where in you just want to tell everything all at once in such a short amount of time. that's what happend with me lance yesterday. bitched out everything that i wanted to say which i didn't when i had the opportunity. but it was still good because he understood me and i understood him. "that's what friends are for" by dianne ross! hahaha. anyway same thing goes for you my labs! that's she! the best conversations that i have with her isn't while using the phone, but with in her or my car!! love ya!! with kim...hmm..during juicy sessions. siyempre memorable ang game room. love ya chongs!
Friday saw american wedding, and let me tell you that i wasn't at all happy with the outcome. yes it did have its funny and grossed out moments, but while i was watching the film, which i was really excited for seeing that i love both prequels, i was finding myself becoming sleepy, and more of forcing myself to laugh out loud, siyempre we're in a movie house with actual people. the few perks that you get watching a movie in a cinema. was with kim and mia which was all good. and with wes, jolene and gil.
saturday morning, was just taking a bath before going to mamitz to have my girls day out with her, when fucking ass, i saw jeelai in my room! of course i was so shocked since we still weren't in terms with one another, but hey, i saw this coming. just not at that time, seeing that i wasn't dressed yet! yes! that biotch saw my undies! hay...needless to say i was speechless since i wans't expecting her, my speech of how our friendship blah blah just flew right away, and we became friends again. although i doubt it that it will ever return back to the way we were, ala barbara streissand, but hey. at least we're ok now. and i love ya chong so no worries. although there are still some things that i desperately wanted to say, the right words just couldn't come out. hay...life is so tragic yet flexible in more ways than one.
had my haircut, which needless to say only 2 people noticed that i had everything done. ganyan talaga pagmaganda! maganda ka na eh! di napapansin na may difference. hahahaha. oh well. i feel lighter so plus side for me. :) had spent 2 straight days with mamitz. surprised her with sharky which she really loves!!! and who i also love the most, as of now. hehehe. :)
saturday night. what else...picked up raine then went to house then to lance. uber funniest moment happened! when we were on our way to lance's but had to drop off jolene and pat to their destis, jolene was in the middle so raine had to step down, when she realized that she was still wearing my rubber house slippers!!! needless to say we were laughing the whole time we went home! BENTA! i witnessed your most embarrasing moment dude!! in less than 30 mins from xavierville to house to pearl drive. jhun, you're the best! saw anton there! yihee for carol!!! went to gb3, MAGIC WORDS!! OPEN BAR! my god had to straight 2 - 1/4's bottles of san mig strong ice! damn!! anyway made sulit the open bar thing although they were only serving beer! what the fuck! they should have just said free beers! hay..anyway had a fun night, table hopping to recto's table to our table. etc. had fun anyway.
THE BEST
the best conversations for me is when you're on your way home after spending time with your friends be it from drinking, coffee or simply hanging out. its the feeling where in you just want to tell everything all at once in such a short amount of time. that's what happend with me lance yesterday. bitched out everything that i wanted to say which i didn't when i had the opportunity. but it was still good because he understood me and i understood him. "that's what friends are for" by dianne ross! hahaha. anyway same thing goes for you my labs! that's she! the best conversations that i have with her isn't while using the phone, but with in her or my car!! love ya!! with kim...hmm..during juicy sessions. siyempre memorable ang game room. love ya chongs!
Thursday, October 09, 2003
Sharky
I was on my way to pick wes up in libis then forgot to read my sms messages. then i saw uncle larry's saying where am i and what was my plan for today. then all of a sudden a land cruiser that seemed familiar just made a cut in front of us! low and behold it was uncle larry to brighten up my day! :) coincidence?! i'd say it was meant to be because it was at that same moment that i was texting him, on my way to libis to pick wes up, when he too was also in libis! amazing!!!!
anyway it was supposed to be a surprise to meet sharky so we had to make up a plan that i was his other niece turning 20 and we were getting leia's sharky since sharky ws supposed to be a surprise birthday gift. supposedly uncle larry would just get me the brochure and surprise me with the key later on. anyway it is certainly a beauty!!! i just love it! and unc larry made us libre in piadina! a family tradition. i remember whenever they buy a new car or anyone in the family for that matter, the whole clan goes to mcdo to celebrate with some sundaes. :) i just love those memories. anyhoo, really perky right now but i can't drive it that much yet seeing that it has no plate no., no tint, no everything. BRAND SPANKIN' NEW!
October 9, 2003 - Sharky's birthday!!
Curious, who exactly is sharky? check out my new gallery! http://f1.pg.photos.yahoo.com/rheiary
I was on my way to pick wes up in libis then forgot to read my sms messages. then i saw uncle larry's saying where am i and what was my plan for today. then all of a sudden a land cruiser that seemed familiar just made a cut in front of us! low and behold it was uncle larry to brighten up my day! :) coincidence?! i'd say it was meant to be because it was at that same moment that i was texting him, on my way to libis to pick wes up, when he too was also in libis! amazing!!!!
anyway it was supposed to be a surprise to meet sharky so we had to make up a plan that i was his other niece turning 20 and we were getting leia's sharky since sharky ws supposed to be a surprise birthday gift. supposedly uncle larry would just get me the brochure and surprise me with the key later on. anyway it is certainly a beauty!!! i just love it! and unc larry made us libre in piadina! a family tradition. i remember whenever they buy a new car or anyone in the family for that matter, the whole clan goes to mcdo to celebrate with some sundaes. :) i just love those memories. anyhoo, really perky right now but i can't drive it that much yet seeing that it has no plate no., no tint, no everything. BRAND SPANKIN' NEW!
October 9, 2003 - Sharky's birthday!!
Curious, who exactly is sharky? check out my new gallery! http://f1.pg.photos.yahoo.com/rheiary
Monday, October 06, 2003
everything that i have just said is nothing of what im feeling right now. ever had that moment where in too much thoughts is racking through your brain full of emotions. tears feel like pouring out but all dried up.
i dont think nobody understands on how alone i really feel. times like these, i want to finish up my studies, try to do well and just be the best that i can be. be it whatever.
i dont think nobody understands on how alone i really feel. times like these, i want to finish up my studies, try to do well and just be the best that i can be. be it whatever.
SOLEMN
Ever feel like you're in a crossfire?! well that's how i fucking fell like. Everyone shooting the life out of me. The worst thing is, chong you were the only person that I cried to when i was talking to the phone other than my mom. I think you realize how big a deal it is to me. I let you see how vulnerable i actually am. this isn't even one of the thngs that are on my mind right now. Every time i talk to someone i choke up and cry. I dont even know what to do anymore. and to have one of my kabarkada side with the other. what the fuck. life is incredibly shitty right now.everyone shooting at me at every possible angle and there is absolutely no escape but to see friendships fade away. your friendship means the world to me but if it will just destroy you and your fucking relationship then i dont think i want to deal with that right now. after you called me last night i actually decided to leave for australia after my studies for pre-med. fuck all the decision making that i have to do. its just not worth being in the middle. having the option to escape everything. crying your eyes out to your brother. for the first time, i really felt alone. i may act juvenile or over-reacting. be it what you may. this isn't even the case if you're reading it right now. i dont know what do with my life anymore. its like you shattered my facade for what i think it is. if he wants you then just deal with it. if our friendship is one of the issues then i think you should act it out on your own. i think you'll know that i'll always support you, well here's my support. you're my bestfriend and i will always love you but if all i do is just add mishaps and destruction, then i just dont know what to do.
support. that's what everyone needs right now and i'm really thankful for my friends and family. although i haven't necessarily opened up to everyone, it just feels good to have someone to talk to and give you advice on both perspectives. male and female.
my body. i feel the anger, emotion, sadness, tears and everything flaring up my body.
Ever feel like you're in a crossfire?! well that's how i fucking fell like. Everyone shooting the life out of me. The worst thing is, chong you were the only person that I cried to when i was talking to the phone other than my mom. I think you realize how big a deal it is to me. I let you see how vulnerable i actually am. this isn't even one of the thngs that are on my mind right now. Every time i talk to someone i choke up and cry. I dont even know what to do anymore. and to have one of my kabarkada side with the other. what the fuck. life is incredibly shitty right now.everyone shooting at me at every possible angle and there is absolutely no escape but to see friendships fade away. your friendship means the world to me but if it will just destroy you and your fucking relationship then i dont think i want to deal with that right now. after you called me last night i actually decided to leave for australia after my studies for pre-med. fuck all the decision making that i have to do. its just not worth being in the middle. having the option to escape everything. crying your eyes out to your brother. for the first time, i really felt alone. i may act juvenile or over-reacting. be it what you may. this isn't even the case if you're reading it right now. i dont know what do with my life anymore. its like you shattered my facade for what i think it is. if he wants you then just deal with it. if our friendship is one of the issues then i think you should act it out on your own. i think you'll know that i'll always support you, well here's my support. you're my bestfriend and i will always love you but if all i do is just add mishaps and destruction, then i just dont know what to do.
support. that's what everyone needs right now and i'm really thankful for my friends and family. although i haven't necessarily opened up to everyone, it just feels good to have someone to talk to and give you advice on both perspectives. male and female.
my body. i feel the anger, emotion, sadness, tears and everything flaring up my body.
Friday, October 03, 2003
WAITING FEST
At first i really didn't want to start a blog on this one, but sooner or later i'm sure chesca would have been lurking around these nasty little blogs wondering what exactly were we thinking when she stood us up! De joke lang! :) What exactly happened?! god even i dont seem to remember anymore or at least forgot why i was so angry in the 1st place.
(original plan : either go to my house after school then wait for 8:30 to go to eastwood or go to my house after dinner and go directly libis. lance, cheeks : maraming namamatay sa akala.)
Got home around 5 pm because we were going to oktoberfest in eastwood. piso per beer! who wouldn't give the opportunity up? Cut relstwo because we were really tired and i wanted to lay off the traffic for once. We got really hungry on the road and stopped by mickey d's where lok made us libre on sundae's and me on crispy-licios fries! :) Went home with raine, turned on the computer, played NBA live, ate dinner, wathced some tv, and it was already 9:30. lance and chesca as usual nowhere to be found. knowing lance i would have at least thought that they would be arriving 10:30 max! but no! we were so fucking wrong, it was 1:30 am! needless to say we didn't go to oktoberfest. Chesca and lance had other plans before going to us which of course we had no idea.
basically we were so fucking pissed but it was still fun for some time. Raine and i just danced around the balcony and smoking some ciggies singing some songs. looked like total fools but still had a grand time for about 30 mins out of the 6 hours that we waited for them. thank god we found some ciggies of patrick, because we finished the last 2 sticks that we had before dinner! selfish bitches! hmm.. played uno from 12:00 to 1:30. really fun game if you know how to do it.
obvious feelings, i was really pissed, i really didn't know what to think. of course having a very big amount of conscience, forgot why we were so angry in the first place. i think it was more of not wanting to be angry. especially at chesca, chong i dont know but i just can't seem to have negative feelings about you or lance. of course it was more of bitching out that you were so fucking late, which you had to admit was true, and you had some plans of your own, but after a few hours of more waiting, we were ok na. :) decided to have some fun ourselves playing uno. if i may sound sarcastic...dont worry. we're not angry, but more of dissapointed kasi "usapan usapan" tiba? and to find out that you had no idea of what the plans were. as usual lance is still SUPER ALOOF when it comes to these type of situations. WAKE UP!
but i should think that the reason our nasty sides cooled off was more of hearing what catt had to go through. damn. i'm really sorry but i doubt it if you're going to read this. next time, we should just make our own plans and let lance or chesca follow para no more hassle.
what i have learned is to not to depend so much on people. just do it yourself if you can. going to up now to negotiate whether or not i can apply for church service. BUGGER.
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At first i really didn't want to start a blog on this one, but sooner or later i'm sure chesca would have been lurking around these nasty little blogs wondering what exactly were we thinking when she stood us up! De joke lang! :) What exactly happened?! god even i dont seem to remember anymore or at least forgot why i was so angry in the 1st place.
(original plan : either go to my house after school then wait for 8:30 to go to eastwood or go to my house after dinner and go directly libis. lance, cheeks : maraming namamatay sa akala.)
Got home around 5 pm because we were going to oktoberfest in eastwood. piso per beer! who wouldn't give the opportunity up? Cut relstwo because we were really tired and i wanted to lay off the traffic for once. We got really hungry on the road and stopped by mickey d's where lok made us libre on sundae's and me on crispy-licios fries! :) Went home with raine, turned on the computer, played NBA live, ate dinner, wathced some tv, and it was already 9:30. lance and chesca as usual nowhere to be found. knowing lance i would have at least thought that they would be arriving 10:30 max! but no! we were so fucking wrong, it was 1:30 am! needless to say we didn't go to oktoberfest. Chesca and lance had other plans before going to us which of course we had no idea.
basically we were so fucking pissed but it was still fun for some time. Raine and i just danced around the balcony and smoking some ciggies singing some songs. looked like total fools but still had a grand time for about 30 mins out of the 6 hours that we waited for them. thank god we found some ciggies of patrick, because we finished the last 2 sticks that we had before dinner! selfish bitches! hmm.. played uno from 12:00 to 1:30. really fun game if you know how to do it.
obvious feelings, i was really pissed, i really didn't know what to think. of course having a very big amount of conscience, forgot why we were so angry in the first place. i think it was more of not wanting to be angry. especially at chesca, chong i dont know but i just can't seem to have negative feelings about you or lance. of course it was more of bitching out that you were so fucking late, which you had to admit was true, and you had some plans of your own, but after a few hours of more waiting, we were ok na. :) decided to have some fun ourselves playing uno. if i may sound sarcastic...dont worry. we're not angry, but more of dissapointed kasi "usapan usapan" tiba? and to find out that you had no idea of what the plans were. as usual lance is still SUPER ALOOF when it comes to these type of situations. WAKE UP!
but i should think that the reason our nasty sides cooled off was more of hearing what catt had to go through. damn. i'm really sorry but i doubt it if you're going to read this. next time, we should just make our own plans and let lance or chesca follow para no more hassle.
what i have learned is to not to depend so much on people. just do it yourself if you can. going to up now to negotiate whether or not i can apply for church service. BUGGER.
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